6th
January

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Alright… it’s been a while since i’ve been on here.

I went through a lot.
Went to hospital for drinking. Which upset my parents. and added stress to my life.
Beginning of college was stressful in a new school
And i managed to put myself back to a time that i hated.


IM FAT AGAIN.


I mean i still was before, but i was getting there.
I’m back at 210.2 pounds this morning.
This is not acceptable.
I’m beginning to train for a marathon i’ll be doing in October.
I’m going to be 150 by then. No if and’s of buts. 

i keep losing 10 pounds.

then getting bored. and gaining back like 5.
i guess at least i’m still losing in the end.
restarting this week. no more taco bell and junk food.
kguys. goodnight. work at 5am 

GOOD FUCKING NEWS.

so my mom has always been saying i’m gonna stop paying for skating because you are too fat.
wanna know what she just told me??
she says shes proud of my weight loss. and if i get on the western university figure skating team she will pay the $7000 for the year that it is. and she told me to call up my old coach to get a lesson on the ice tomorrow. i have 4 weeks to pass a test.
so so so excited. i’ve missed you skating. 

new progress pics